By the way none of you know who or what i am talking about i have not mentioned it to anyone. Just thought I'd let you know.
Every time i find a good friend they end up turning their back on me or leaving me. It's Quite sad. You know a lot of you don't understand and that's okay. But just let me be leave me alone. That's all I'm asking you. If i want to talk to you i will talk to you. If not then just leave me alone. For the last few months I've been happy. Then all of a sudden Something goes wrong. I don't need your opinion on this. If i did i would have asked for help.
I just want to be left alone, It's seems like that's too hard for people to understand. I'm talking about people on both livewire and living with me. to be honest I'm abusing myself by not sleeping. I haven't slept that well. I've had maybe a total of 5 hours sleep in a week.
If i wanted your opinion on that i would have asked for it. You all want to know why i am the way that i am lately. This is it. I'm in such a deep depression that music is not helping. I rarely laugh i show no emotions. My mom is always what's wrong what's wrong whats wrong? Bugging me about this shit. I'm sick of it i wish i could go to a place where there was no one. It'd be better dealing with people that are only going to make me feel worse about myself. It's not a self esteem problem. I'm very confident. It's other things that are getting to me.
I don't need your sympathy i don't need your care i don't need anything but to be left alone. Other then a few people. And they will know who they are if i need to talk.
I don't know where i went wrong. But i just know that i did.
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If you want to be left alone then that's what you should expect to get. You can't ask people to leave you alone and just talk to them when you want to. That's not how things work, Kirk. 
