I'm bored. that has to be the best way to put it. I'm bored, and tired of asking, no, begging her to not have pubic hair long enough to be donated to people with cancer, not being able to see where I'm going doesn't fly with me.. is that so wrong?
I'm bored with how unadventurous she is with sex, and where we have sex, ( only in a bed and maybe a car if i drive to the middle of the Sahara desert, at one O'clock in the morning ) spontaneous? no.
I give up asking her to do me favors, like not cut her hair down to just below her ears, i like it long is that a crime? just to the shoulders.
I just want to be able to see you friday nights, is that so bad? i dont see you monday, tuesday, thursday.. i see you for an hour or two wensday, at college. and you know i work max hours weekends.
i would do anything for you, and i have, ive gone above and beyond. when you stopped loving me and started having feelings for someone else, i waited for you to get over it. i have no problem adding a few extra miles, like 30, just to see you for a bit.
why wont you kiss me while we are at college? just like at high school, you look around to make sure no one is watching, you dont even look at me, and when you do kiss me, i could get more effort from a rock. cause your just to busy counting the seconds and making sure no one sees us. its college. why cant you kiss me?
why do you not plan to be with me? just throw me in where its convienient?
Im bored with all this, i work all the time im not in college. and the time i could see you, your too busy for me, or your joining a drama production, which takes away our friday nights...
why shouldnt i look for someone else?
Post edited at 12:26 pm on Aug. 28, 2008 by soldier side