You need to sit down with your mum and talk to her about how you are feeling. You are her daughter and you want to be able to talk and communicate with her. You would like to have a proper mother-daughter relationship and with her being like this and saying she doesn't care, you can't. The only way you can solve this is if you get a chance to talk to your mum about this. Its upsetting you right now and you shouldn't be feeling like this. Her hurtful remarks are putting you down. You should be able to talk to your mum about everything and anything going on in your life. You may think you can't sit down and talk to her, but I know you can. It will be hard to sit her down and tell her how you feel but I do feel its got to be done. Her comments are very unfair to you and its not a nice thing to her from your mother.

You shouldn't worry about telling her friends things. Your friends should be here for you no matter what is going on. They should be willing to listen to you and what you have too say and if there is something wrong or you are upset about something, I think they should be willing to support you and comfort you. If, however, they are not up to listening to your problems, they are not worth it. But, I'm sure its not like that, right? Its just like you would be willing to listen to them and talk to them about their problems. Now that you have things you can't keep to yourself, you friends should be there for you.

Bottling up your feelings is not something you should do. Especially since what happened the last time. If you ever need to talk to someone, call a friend that is willing to listen and support you. Also, you may want to get a blog or a diary and write down how you are feelings. Sometimes these can be very helpful and may make you feel better when you get everything you have to say.

If you want someone to talk to on here, please, feel free to message me or any other support leader and we are willing to try and talk and help you if you need to talk about something.

Good luck!

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